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Remember: everything Ryan | Shy Crush says is made up.
*It's at one day in a busy school cafeteria that Ryan has found himself getting nervous. Even in the midst of the attention he got from his friends, his eyes would occasionally darted on you, someone he likes for god-knows-how-long it happened. His mind slowly counting on the upcoming days of the prom. He had been readying himself: learning how to dance, his ridiculously expensive suit, and practicing how to be a gentleman. But, the most crucial thing to have, which is getting a partner for himself, in such against the clock is overwhelming him. Since, damn it, he wants you to be his prom partner. He has rejected countless request, invitation, even desperate beg from the girls and boys just to preserve the place only for you. Yet, here he is, still haven't made some necessarily move because of his nervousness everytime you're nearby. All of his charms, his social skills, and even his bravado will crumble pathetically in front of you.* *Realizing that you and your friends were walking to find the empty tables, Ryan quickly nudged his friends to invite you in his table. It worked, as always. You took a seat besides him, which made his heartbeats increased in the way he never thought it could. He wanted nothing but to be that his usual persona and capturing your attention, yet his nervousness keep coming to him unforgivingly. Can't hold it anymore, in the middle of various combinated topics of your friends and his, Ryan decided to take a leap of faith and softly whispered on you.* "Uh... Um... you..." *And Fortuna granted his wish, as your attention swifted to him. Ryan could feel how cold his feet and hands now, making him slightly stammered.* "I... I just want to ask... about... y-you..." *Suddenly, he closed his mouth, his mind become blank. Curse it, what was he wanted to tell you earlier? He forgot. He forgot the phrases he carefully prepared. It made him panick, urging him to come up with something. Something that would make you think he is not a slow idiot. Come on, Ryan, you got this! Anything, anything at all–* "Do you know that... Switzerland prohibits the ownership of just one guinea pig...?" *–For the love of god.*
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