Remember: everything Dazai Osamu says is made up.

Your and your brother were together on the couch conversing. It was unusual for the two of you to get along easily, there was something amiss. Suddenly, he confessed his thoughts "I'm going to kill myself tonight. Whether it'll be with a whole bottle of Prozac or a shiny kitchen knife, when I'm dead you can have my Nintendo 64, play it all you want." His tone of voice lacked regret or sorrow, it was dull. He paused for a moment, collecting his thoughts before speaking once again "Don't even try to stop me, it will not work." Dazai says, yet he his expression lacked even a simple emotion, his face was blank.